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…in many ways I hope the whole world never looks like this. In other ways, my heart cries out for the whole world to look like this. The post below is from Katie Davis’ blog. If you don’t know Katie, you should read her story… amazing. But something in me screams that it should not be amazing. It should be common among those who truly follow Jesus. Her blog is at:
http://amazima.org/blog.html
I don’t even know where to start to tell about all that God has been doing in our lives since I last wrote. I know that my words aren’t even close to adequate to describe His goodness and love.
A week ago today, I turned twenty one. I sat in awe as I celebrated with 14 beautiful girls who call me Mommy. (Ok one actually calls me “Maamaaaamammaaa”) I wondered why God chose me, little ole twenty one year old me, to be entrusted with so much. There is nothing greater than the responsibility of raising a child to love Jesus. Except maybe raising 14. Words are escaping me. Two years ago today, two we moved into this home. In the last years I have learned more about Jesus, about myself, and about life than I ever could have imagined. I am so thankful. So, so very thankful for the life you have given me Jesus, for entrusting me with so much when I deserve so little…
Last Thursday as I was meeting with some women in the village of Masese, one of them got a call from her brother that there was a child dying near the local steel mill and did she know anyone who could help… So it was off to the steel mill where I met the sickest little boy I have ever seen (I know, I know, I say that every time, but I am serious…. God just gears me up for it a little at a time…) David looked merely dead, breathing shallowly as I took his naked, 15 pound, 4 year old body into my lap. His mom was “scrapping”, or digging around the steel mill for nickel-sized pieces of scrap metal that she may be able to sell for 2 cents. As we waited for her to come back, I felt sure that this child was going to breathe his last at any moment. When she got back to their closet-sized home, she explained that her husband had left her for another woman last year when she miscarried (often viewed as a curse in rural villages). Since he has been the only one providing an income for her, David and her other 3 children, and since she had never been to school, she began the practice of picking scrap metal. In just 30 minutes in her yard, WITH shoes on, I cut my feet twice… It broke my hear to think of all the physical pain she was having to endure every day as she cut her hands and feet trying to find this metal that may sell for enough to buy them a small sack of corn flour. She cried as she explained that they had not eaten in three days because no one had wanted to buy her metal. I felt certain that David would not make it through the night, and I am guessing I do not have to tell you what happened next. I scooped him up, put him in the car and took him home where my sweet, loving girls welcomed him with open arms, and we gave him all the ORS and Pediasure he wanted
The next day at the hospital, we found that David had sickle cell anemia, which was worsened severely by his chronic malnourishment. While they gave him his blood transfusion, I was very thankful for a doctor that, though he may not know it all, knew more than me. I watched David like a hawk all weekend, making sure he had lots to eat and drink and all his medicines and vitamins at the right time, but he continued to weaken after the initial improvement following his transfusion. He cried all the time as it hurt his little body to sit, to stand, to lay… just to be. He finally gained the strength to stand, but shook the whole time. This morning, when his feet began to swell, I took him to the hospital where I asked that he be admitted. Though they won’t do anything different, I imagine, I want his mom to be able to sleep with him and I will feel better with someone who knows more than me about sickle cell supervising. Please pray for sweet David tonight…
At the same time all this was going on, three of my children have had very high fever’s and Patricia has had severe pneumonia (they are all doing so much better now, thank you Jesus.) Sleep was infrequent for this Momma and I had a lot of time to just ponder the fragility of life. We are but a vapor. I think we know that we could die tomorrow, or worse that our children could, but do we really KNOW it? You know, LIVE as if we know in our hearts that we are just a breath, that we will wither and fade like the grass and the flowers… I know there are days when I don’t. I am not meaning to be morbid, simply realistic. Because I know that if I lived like I really KNEW this truth, if I treated everyone as if they were David and might be taken tomorrow, I would love better. I would hug my children tighter and hold them longer. I would tell people thank you more often and I would tell God thank you more often. I am thankful that as I care for sick children often, this is something I am reminded of often, and I pray that it would change the way I life my life.
Francis Chan wrote, “How we live our days, is how we live our lives.” I had to read it several times as I let it soak in. Because it is true. So often we find ourselves waiting for a specific moment, a specific call, something special. For what? How we spend our days… that will be our LIFE. Because today could be it. If Jesus came back today and said, “Let’s go!” would we be ready? Would we be doing what we want to be doing when we meet Jesus? People say to me often, “You are so lucky that you found your calling, that you know your purpose in life.” This statement boggles my mind. I AM so blessed to live the life that I do. But it isn’t rocket science. God did NOT part the sky and shout out to me, “Katie! Serve my people.” I read it in His word. You can too. We can all see as plain as day that Jesus says the number one commandment is to love the Lord and love your neighbor. I happened to move to Uganda and love those neighbors, but that is not the point. As believers, we should already KNOW our calling; it is to love the Lord and love our neighbors by caring for them in whatever broken state they are in. When He said that “the poor will always be among us” I don’t think he meant that as an excuse not to worry about it but as a reminder that there is ALWAYS a neighbor, no matter where we are, in a worse condition than we are. I can only believe that God created us to make this world a little better. That he designed us in love to show that love to others. I just don’t know what everyone is waiting for.
I am so thankful for my sweet children and their beautiful example of loving their neighbors and welcoming them into our home without blinking an eye. When my head is thinking (don’t judge me ) “Oh my goodness. God? Do you really think I can handle one more? I was just starting to get used to Josephine being here and the meds schedule she is on… are you really giving me another one?” My girls do not question. They see a baby who needs love and carry him off to feed, bathe and dote on him as if it is the most normal thing in the world. Shouldn’t it be? While I am starting to feel overwhelmed, they are feeling overjoyed at the prospect of helping someone else. Oh, what I learn from their beautiful hearts… As I remember the brevity of my life, I pray that I can live more like them. I pray that this whisper that is my time on earth would change the whispers’ of my neighbors, would strengthen and enrich them.
So hug your children a little tighter and hold them a little longer. Say thank you to people more often and say thank you to God more often. Love your neighbor well today. We will be trying our best to do the same over on our side of the globe.
Posted by Jim at 11:24 AM.
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Me too, Christine.
Jen A. Slacker (but working on it.
Posted by
Jen on 11/10 at 02:41 PM
Katie’s words are so clear…well, they are not her words, but she relays His words so well and with so much heart. If she keeps talking like that it could change the world.
Posted by
Don on 11/10 at 06:59 PM
I love this comment: “I just don’t know what everyone is waiting for.” She says it in a way like it makes so much sense, why isn’t everyone doing this???
Posted by
Don on 11/10 at 07:02 PM
“How we live our days, is how we live our lives.”
That is my favorite excerpt. Think about that. How many of us would be satisfied with the stroy of our lives if our ordinary daily actions were all that comprised the story? I know I’d look at my ordinary daily actions and make excuses; “yeah, but that’s not what my life purpose really was - that doesn’t tell the whole story.” But, duh… yeah it does, whether I like it or not. I never quite saw it that way before.
Posted by
Jim on 11/11 at 08:47 AM
I spent a good chunk of time yesterday reading through Katie’s past blogs…wow…I am seriously speechless and undone…I feel like God has me in a season of eye opening and as I’m wondering what “story” God has for our family (as Tom Davis would put it), I came across this in my Oswald Chambers devotional this morning and thought I’d share…
“And Abraham rose up early in the morning and went unto the place of which God had told him” (v. 3). The wonderful simplicity of Abraham!
When God spoke, he did not confer with flesh and blood. Beware when you want to confer with flesh and blood, i.e., your own sympathies,your own insight, anything that is not based on your personal relationship to God. These are the things that compete with and hinder obedience to God.
Abraham did not choose the sacrifice. Always guard against self-chosen service for God; self-sacrifice may be a disease.
Posted by
auntteeny on 11/11 at 08:56 AM
It is so important, I think, to understand a few things about what Jesus taught. I am trying to sort out the specifics of what it means for me everyday. Jesus gave us clear, explicit instructions on how we are to live, in the gospels. Those instructions included loving our God and our neighbor. It is critical that we do both. In loving our God he is seeking relationship with us. Abraham was referred to as a “friend of God”. How wonderful is that?! Jesus wants us to remain in him (see John 15 where I keep being drawn to meditate on). Our relationship to our Lord and love for him is critical to our service. Like with Abraham, if that relationship is our first priority than the specifics of his plan will unfold in our hearts. It is such a beautiful plan, and in it we find fullness of joy. If we are not hooked into our vine or are serving out of obligation rather than love than we are in danger of the self-sacrifice disease mentioned above. Just my thoughts as I read. Thanks Christine. I love reflecting on this stuff.
Posted by
Jen on 11/11 at 09:33 AM
Thanks, Jen - I need to open John 15 today and think about my Vine! This is where I’ve really been struggling - now that I know this stuff…what now??? I love how you said - “Like with Abraham, if that relationship is our first priority than the specifics of his plan will unfold in our hearts” - can’t express how thankful I am for this community right now!
Posted by
auntteeny on 11/11 at 09:47 AM
Pretty amazing post from Katie. I love what you are doing with Known to Me & am challenged by what God is doing in / through you. My comment is that I am wondering if Katie is suggesting that everyone is called to personally hands-on care for orphans overseas(or go overseas & minister full-time in some way). I have seen multiple missionaries come to churches that I have attended & their message is “Thank you for supporting us to do the work God has called us to do”. These are people that have sacrificially given 10, 20, 30 years of their life & I have never heard one of them say “Why are you folks not doing what we are doing?”. I believe the bible is clear that some are called to have a “normal” job. In that position, God can still stretch, mature and use us (something we all should be experiencing until we take our last breath). I’m not assuming that anyone will disagree with me on this, just hoping for some positive discussion. Thanks.
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rich-karen-eisenmenger on 11/12 at 01:34 PM
I think you are definitely right that scripture doesn’t support that we will all serve in the same capacity. I think this portion of Katie’s post explains her position on this.
“I happened to move to Uganda and love those neighbors, but that is not the point. As believers, we should already KNOW our calling; it is to love the Lord and love our neighbors by caring for them in whatever broken state they are in. When He said that “the poor will always be among us” I don’t think he meant that as an excuse not to worry about it but as a reminder that there is ALWAYS a neighbor, no matter where we are, in a worse condition than we are. I can only believe that God created us to make this world a little better. That he designed us in love to show that love to others. I just don’t know what everyone is waiting for.”
I used to consider what we gave to support missionaries and ministries as supporting others in doing the work that the Lord had given them. I now see it as my work, that the Lord has given me. He unfolds the layers of what that means personally to Jim and I, and it won’t necessarily look like what it looks like in the lives of others. The big difference for me now is that I am seeking everyday (and often falling short) the ways that the Lord has for me to walk out loving him and loving my neighbor out of love and obedience to him. Maybe it is just a shift in focus or “ownership” of the work.
Just a few thoughts…I hope to hear from others. Thanks for engaging in the discussion as it helps all of us to really consider what all of this means to our everday.

Jenny
Posted by
Jen on 11/12 at 01:57 PM
Mt 6:31-33 “31So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.” It says here not to run after these things, but that He will give them to us. I think God’s economy is limitless. If we truly believed His promises, and all Christians dropped everything to obey His commands, what would the impact on the world be? Would He follow through on His word? Jesus disciples paid their taxes from coins found in fishes mouths. What could God do in the world if we all obeyed His commands to the full? Would we be where we are at now? Or would it be better?
Posted by
Don on 11/12 at 02:44 PM
These questions may be too big to answer, but fun to think about. These concepts and verses challenge me to think differently, and to hold all things in this life with an open hand. I am still working on these things, believe me. But I do feel challenged to obey the simple commands He gave us in the way that I feel lead by Him to do. Is58 instructs us to give without hurting our own flesh and blood. I take this to mean our family. No need to be reckless or self-sacrificing like auntteeny wrote. But I do think there is need for me (and perhaps others) to consider significant lifestyle changes so I/we can do more.
Posted by
Don on 11/12 at 03:04 PM
I love that Known To Me offers a place to consider these HUGE questions without feeling threatened by where people are in their journey to find the answer. I think that is so valuable. I am thinking about things in whole new ways and it is leading me to meditate on God’s word more than I have in a long time. Thank you, Lord!
I am heading out to challenge my boys in a 3/4 mile run…Wish me luck! How do I get myself into these things?
Jen
Posted by
Jen on 11/12 at 03:20 PM
Thanks for the feedback. Don, I would consider your 01:44 pm post “outside the box” thinking, but welcome that kind of thing as a healthy challenge to my normal way of thinking. I used to look around at other christians & wonder how they could consider buying new cars, new homes, etc. So I look at my life now sometimes & wonder if this is what Jesus meant in Matthew 7:2. If we judge others, we will fall into the same thing we judge? I don’t know. I do agree that we can be sacrificial without being reckless, but sacrificial probably should seem a little scary sometimes I guess.
I hope that my initial comments did not sound critical of Katie. She is clearly living a sacrificial life in ways that I can only imagine at this point in time.
Posted by
rich-karen-eisenmenger on 11/12 at 03:58 PM
I think Katie’s saying (I personally agree) that there are any number of ways we can live out loving God with all our hearts and our neighbors as ourselves and none of us need follow her SPECIFIC path. However, she is also saying all who profess to follow Jesus sohuld follow her GENERAL path of living a life that values our neighbors as much as ourselves. I don’t do that now. Not even close. But I agree with her completely, so I’m trying to change my actions every day.
Posted by
Jim on 11/12 at 04:19 PM
I appreciate the questions and posts Rich and all. It makes us all stretch and think, and we want to see some “iron sharpening iron” discussion here. It seems God is drawing us out to do more than we have. I am excited to see where we go from here.
Wow, I keep having interesting thoughts because of this discussion, but I got a stop for now. There is wisdom in just being quiet. Another opportunity…
Posted by
Don on 11/12 at 04:42 PM